HELP. n_ _. where should i put u?

They always say "dream come true"
It seems like it's not always just as good that dreams always come true & you get what you wanted.

n 1 2
1. Environment Engineering - No idea about the course. Think it's about the waste, water treatment. bleah. all those env-related stuff bah.
No tea. No booklet. One lousy printed-on-normal-cheapo-coloured-A4-paper brouchure.
Seems to have quite a few china professors/lecturers.
Would be able to work in NEA, PUB, mabye hyflux? govt env-related sectors?
Apparently (from some forum) it is a course where many chem-eng rejects are 'dumped' to. (oops. sorry to sound mean. Ay, didnt noe chem eng THAT HARD to get in. Shld haf tried placing it as 1st instead of 2nd then.)

2. Material Engineering - Gotta do about bio-smth smth (those artificial body parts), nanotechnology (kinda hot now, but im not realli interested *yet*), rare earth (sounds reali cool!), semiconductors.
2 tea sessions. One nicely wrapped booklet, sent BY HAND. (& e guy who delivered pronounced my chinese name, perfectly right summore! *according to my mom)
Quite alot foreign professors/Lecturers. & lots visiting prof *according to the dean
Would be able to work in ??? (not v v sure. but got attachment wad. THIS i am sure of)

For those who dunno, the above are both my 1st choice.
Why different course in different uni?
Cos i wanted something more physics from one & something more chemistry from the other.
So now in dilemma lor =x
In O's, Chemistry always didnt give me trouble. (but then neither did physics)
In A's, Physics always didnt give me trouble. (But this time round, chemistry did lots damage. Which made me lose faith in it already....)

On top of that, option 2 also offer me bursary. Not much. But better than nothing rite? Much better than some lousy links & non-existant announcement that made me missed the other bursary application.
I feel that option 1 on focus on medicine & Law students. Correct me if im wrong, after all it's only my POV. But i seriously dun feel the warmth & sincerity i felt at option 2.

hee. i pruposely dun include any actual name. Most of y'all shld noe what's 1 & 2 rite? =>
anw. Think i just posted a super-biased entry.
im now 88% towards accepting NTU Material Engineering!

Trade Services Bowling Tournament

okay.. regular "visitors" (i wouldnt call them readers cos there werent much to read these days) would know this isnt posted on tt day itself. Well, tt's my (bad? gd?) habit. To save as draft 1st. hAhAz.. anw, this post is gonna be abt e bowling tornament.

Dun envy me. (not yet) But i just attended another of the company's event ;)
organised by trade services (ie level 3)
well, by the title of this post, you would know what event isit rite? So the idea was every department send a team of four to take part. Our dept, apparently "volunteered" the 4 youngest (In descending order: joanne, maxime, chew lian, ME! =p i hope none of them read this.. wahaha...) We named ourselves "M&Ms". Mainly cos of me. (im aka Mickey Mao *due to not wanting to be concern of any issue regarding copyrights =P) Initially I tot of wearing the disney characters we are, but somehow it ended up as everyone wearing mickey! =) *didnt noe im so popular.. LOL*

anw. we didnt win. expected wad. maybe except some people? Way way before that, i've already told them i cant bowl. They ought to be glad i didnt suffer too much logang balls. Except for the 1st 7 throws. :P well, my bowling has always been like that. The 1st tries i'd be really really bad, den i'd improve.. i even managed to get a STRIKE! (: okay, only one. But im satisfied with my performance le.
oh, muz say THANKS ALOT to grace (hoo?? *hAhA, inside joke ;p ) She gave really helpful comments/advice. Mistakes that i din reali realise i was making. Now i noe why my balls always rolled sing-eh le! yippie! =D

seriously. I doubt our team was targettin any prize. Except the lucky draw maybe? I din noe there's gonna be one. Got excited esp when joanne say it's $20 takashimaya voucher (: then was prayin hard... AND IT WORKED! =) was called at the 4th? (there was 10 i tink) turned out to be NTUC's. But even better rite? at lst it's necessities' shopping. our dept got michelle & joycelyn who got it too! Joycelyn even got the $50 one (3 only i tink) So lucky! but im already more than happy with my $20 extra =)

anw. it was just a game rite? The purpose of this event was prolly about bonding, not so much about winning. We were facing strong opponents (like andrew. Man, there was professional handicap & Positioning handicap. Even AFTER those deductions, he was still FIRST amongst all players lor!) So the chance of winning? 0.000001%?? or even maybe even less. So why bother? The point should be enjoyment, not achievement. Btw, i got lowest according to actual score. But since they give deductions to pro, they also give bonus to old teeth (lao-ya players :P) So after the add-ups (minus-downs for andrew), i wasnt the bottom! okay, i was still at the bottom, but not bottom bottom. all wells. u noe wad i mean ;) hee..

-no nid so serious-

Family Outing... with er ma!

Oh yeah! It's good friday!! (: not only i dun haf to work, but cos it's fri, i only earn less 7hours. LOL. (im money-face mah :p)

It's been a loooong time since our family has been out, together, as one. The feeling is nothing very very special but still, it's really been a loong while. On top of that, I finally get to meet my 2nd mother. It's been 3 weeks since my dad first brought her home. But so far, I havent got the chance to truly get to know her. Only manage a glispe from afar. No touch. No contact.

Finally. The chance to interact with her came! After the rest of the family & some of dad's friends have already gotten a smell of her. Humphs! How can dad fetch everyone else, even including his friends, in our new car AND LEAVE ME OUT!?!?!!! >.<

Haha. GOT tricked again?? :P guess writing mysteriously have recently become my style... hee... anw, in case u didnt get it, my dad had sneakily bought an off-peak (ie red-plated) car. He hid it so well that none of us, even my mom, didnt know. Except his zhu peng hao you lor... hAhAz.. So now, he's even pestering me more to go learn how to drive! ay.....

Ms BB

ay, got the date wrong. Thought the Charity Show was today... But in the end, I got nothing to watch =x

so no choice tuned in to watch MSU 2006. hA, the person i noe didnt manage to get in to the finals. Too bad eh? cos i tink it'l b kinda cool if i noe one of the finalists. :P thou we arent exactly friends.

Oh well. Just wanna add a comment. Which shall explain my title.
Ms Body Beautiful = Ms B.B.?
Ms B.B. = Ms Big Boobs??
hAhAz... well, it's juz a personal comment! =D

anther dear friend gone.

Heh. I've heard about the story of Cry Wolf. Think many people also know. So yall ought not to fall into the same trap as shuhui did for my previous entry. heh heh...

so i tink i better come straight to the point. This time round, the dear dear dearest friend of mine is Miss OT. So sad lor... I was claiming less and lesser ot... til this wk, Sylvia came to me & said, "we have discussed alr. There is no need for you to do OT. We will not ask you to stay, even if the rest of us need to. So next time, you can just leave at 6.30pm. You dont even need to tell us."

:/

lousy rule.
Not as if i was still claiming lots ot after they have warned me.
Not as if I purposely come late for work (in fact, i was usually 10-15min early & start work immediately upon arrival)
Not as if I purposely dont do my work well & then claim that I could not finish it. (After all, my 'official' duty would end by lunch. Anything after that is 'assisting' Maxime/Chew Lian/Joanne, or whoever need help, or warehousing)
Not as if I am not serious with my work, not as if I have attitude problem.
Haiz...

Anw, talking about warehousing. Yeah! I like warehousing. Cos it allows me to be rough! heh heh... e real me...
But was qt pissed on fri arh! Dunno which idiot filed e Jan's Factors Payment... Parf Financing & other types are meant to be separated lor! So obvious lor! Got separators summore... Just because e officers stapled them together doesnt mean you can leave it in like that lor...
%$%$#@
What's so troublesome of taking it out & stapling it again?
I do that kaez!

Phew~ 虚惊一场

:S a scary thing happened today.
I thought I made yet another major mistake (by losing the stamp)
Luckily in the end, it turned out to be a misplace by somebody else.
I was glad this time round i didnt try to jiao bian. (heh. reminds me of maxime) Just took all the blame/responsibilities onto myself 1st. For one, i really couldn't remember anything. So might as well 吃下这堆黄连1st.

anw i realised, when you made a mistake, it is better to get scolded rather than having people forgiving you without you having to do something to recover it.
i felt really really bad when siew theng was like, "nvm. just ask grace to tell them make another one". Although i couldnt remember whether isit my fault, I still took it upon me that I have some (most?) responsibilities to the whole incident. So I think i'd rather have them talking some sense into me...
But really touched by their large hearts! =)

But anw, HUGE RELIEF! In the end, it wasnt exactly entirely my fault at all!! & the whole thing was resolved. THANK GOODNESS!
If not, i tink i would have felt bad the whole day. Didnt even have the mood to fool around. (of cos lah. aft makin mistake, still dare to play a fool??)

alas, i know why. cos it's april already :)
yAy! march has ended!! finally!

值得吗？

几年前，我就知道付出不一定每一次都会等于回报。但为什么，我总是还是肯付出，又付出，一再又一再地付出？
大家的时间其实都是一样的多，为什么似乎别人的他们都花在自己身上，我的却得和他人分享？
是我太好心？还是我太笨？呃，好心的人，是不会自认好心的。又或者，我真的是苯的。
有时真的好想好想自私一下下。为什么就是办不到？

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