to go or not to go??

if it (happening in 2 yrs' time) includes her, should i still go??
or rather, will i still be as happy as i would?

those 2 outings with the group, i truly enjoyed myself!
i think im like them too, making friends, well, just because we want to be friends. Even until now, yes, i do know the existence of "fake" people, but no, im choosing not to be like them. she's not bad a person really. But then again, how do you know it's that her true self and not acting? After all, i've experienced enough of her superficial behaviours. The more i get into contact with her nowadays, the more i feel that she's making a political relationship with us (or maybe just me?).
I dislike it.

"You dont feel embarrassed meh? When she asked why we nv jio her..."
"Actually.... no"
haha. well, i cant help it. im a straightforward person.
Friends will say, "NO, I CANNOT!" even, "CHANGE IT!!!"
Political friends will say, "I'd love to... but...."
True friends stick enough to be involved all the time.
Political friends need to be invited.