“自杀”痕印

=O too depressed le until tried to end my own life?? =O

nah...~~ im not tt stupid. die for others? no way!!

was sleeping in lwn & didnt realise i was pressing on some booklets. woke up to a deep impression on my wrist lor.. haha... can tell from the pic??

one rotten apple. three fresh oranges. and more coming..

一颗烂苹果会
认识了你一年，却连基本的信任都不给你
在一年之后，为了更深的关系的人而抛下你
以为你会介意其实你并不在意的事，刻意隐瞒你还坚持没说谎
自己有好处后，细心分析哪些她会想分享
连最普通的资料，都故作神秘，吞吞吐吐
一次又一次的伤害你，对你一点好处都没有

新鲜橙会
给你一天所需要的维他命，让你能够在险恶的世界里继续奋斗
带来涩中带甘的快乐，让你明白还没腐烂的水果对你有益
无私地奉献，让你健健康康却不要求任何回报

咬到一颗烂苹果或许会让你发觉身边的甜美鲜橙。
更欣慰的是，竟然还会有柑橘自动跑来！=D

不同的背景，不同的经历，成就了不同的性格，不同的待人处事的方法 和 想法?
还是不一定？
重点来自个人的信念。。。

:[ =S ='(

i suddenly feel really scared... got back quiz results.. not good at all. both are on the average line, the other two dunno results de... haiz... not doing well at all... need to change my attitude soon!!!

but how? when i don't seem to get supports that i want.. this sem i feel so alone. not in terms of friendship. i suppose we are still friends. but i feel the competition between us in the academic field is getting more tense... everyone is studying! & studying alone... even when im found to be lost, or missed anything, i doubt i received any direct help/update from them. sigh.

guess i have to rely on myself le. or else... =X
maybe i kinda made the wrong decision??
NO! fishystar shall fight til the end!!!
& im sure to find help from others, others i dont even consider close friends, & yet so much more willing to care & share.....

~~ ten ten ten ten ~~

haha.. today is my parents' 25th anniversary!!! =) my 'romantic' daddy bought a cake & even asked e cake shop assistant to 'hide' his present albeit it was still pretty obvious =p my mom saw once she opened the box lah...
like i predicted, my mom gonna scold my dad for wasting $$ on the present again. He never seem to get her what she likes. LOLX. i self-declare that i seem to know my family members the best. eg guessing the car colour on 2nd try (1st try was wrong because the colour he wanted was out of stock!! so i was right for 2 continuous tries kkz), knowing what to get for my brother for meals & what my mom would scold my dad for... whahahaha..
but i would say it's nice seeing them getting "funnily" lovely-dovely =D my dad being the "enthu" one & my mom the "diaoz" one.. haha...

HAPPY 25th anniversary dad&mom!!!
may more 25ths come ur way =)