transformer! lazybum -> housedaughter

mommy went for operation this morning... things look pretty much ok now.. hope she gonna have a smooth recovery.

there's housewife, and then househusband... hopefully now they gonna invent the new term 'housedaughter' for me =) haha.. but i reali regret being so pampered at home! i know i was dependent on mommy... but i didnt noe i was so dependent that im ignorant to so many things!!! aaahhhh... SOS!!!!

sigh. can foresee that i gonna be super busy in e near future.
especially with a useless brother who only knows how to "bam bam bam" in front of the comp WHOLE DAY/NIGHT LONG!!! *i told dad to prepare at least 200bucks for electricity this month. we shall see to my prediction*

so frens (do foes visit?? =p) TATA for now~~ till im back again =)
dun miss me yea~ be it on blog or online... hahaha...

Yucky Limbs

Haha.. tt's how i call "kinship" the so called "drama of the year"..
cos 手足 = 四肢 = limbs, doesnt it? ;-)

oh my oh my. 1st 15min of the drama i alr buay tahan le!! the opening is so drama lor (ok, just cos it is drama doesnt mean it have to be DRAMA rite? irony is drama is meant to be realistic?).. obviously the opening was meant for the viewers to know all the main characters in the show... but is there a need to let the alvin ng appear?? the "molest" scene was totally useless, non-sensical -_-" so fei lah!!

& the family breakfast scene.. so fake also!! if u eat breakfast with ur family everyday, do u behave like that?? & naifa's (darren lin) attitude towards the dad.. if tt's how he treat his father-in-law for a long long time le, will they still bother with him?

& oh, the shop scene... the way yingjun (alvin ng) shunned her moves... & the staff's acting suck! i think mediacorps is just trying to showcase the newbies.. (dun reali noe their names thou)
& there are sooOOOooo MANY GALS throwing themselves at the "hunk"???
HELLO, in real life, gals will do that meh???
oh oh, & i really cant stand alvin ng's acting!! sux!! haha.. & i dun even find him shuai =/
as what josephine says, "he speaks like he's holding a potato in his mouth" =D

last but not least, the "auntie yang" trying to promote the less usage of plastic bags (this i can accept) & there was this ad for "25years of drama" -_-"

haiz... guess i shan't have much hopes for this drama either... maybe one good drama a year from mediacorp is already vv good liaoz. & this year there was already xin fu shuang ren chuang. so i guessed tt's it for this yr's drama production?? haha

capability

almost all the personality tests that i have done, they always say i am going to be a successful leader & lots craps along that line... i used to naïvely believe all these... until just.

a thought suddenly struck my mind. do they come to conclude the "success", the "leadership" in all the results? after all, i've only seen my own results...

im losing confidence.
i used to thought i CAN lead, i CAN be successful.
but look at me now??
i have had friends achieving huge accomplishments, but where's mine? maybe all these times i have been lying to myself.

back in cedar times, just before we graduated, one of my classmates wrote on the class photo, "wah! you are so smart! will sure see your name on the newspaper!"
sadly, her prediction has not been achieved.
or rather, I have not achieve much to make her prediction true.
am i smart? like reali smart? haha, nah... even back then, i wasnt reali smart wad... only 11th in level whilst being 1st in class?? tt's a disgrace, if u asked me. i mean, given the fact that there were 10 classes, should all the 1sts-in-class being among the top (ie top 10)?

i dunno if i should be satisfied with myself now (im not doing too bad) or i should really try to step out of my timid world & really try something bold.
i thought i made the big step by joining council.
but i ended up being just a member with no major responsibility throughout the whole term.
i thought i made the big step by deciding to join YES933 DJ Search & "Let's Shoot" audtitioning for new speakers
but i ended up not submitting the form for DJ Search & not even going for the audition for "Let's Shoot" (有话就说)
i thought i would be taking big steps
but right now, i could only see my small footprints.

Budget dinner. Valuable gathering =)

just met up with peiching, merle & yiting. sorry for being 0.5hr late! heh... but yiting reached @ 9pm while we were supposed to meet @ 630pm?? haha...
qy couldnt make it.. *as usual, i would say*
i always have this belief that if you really wanna meet someone & you are the busier one, you will fork out whatever free time *however minimal* & ask the person out.. so if u dun do that, i supposed you dun reali care much about catching up huh?

anw we had a budget dinner, some english fish & chips cafe opposite central *the latest shopping centre @ clarke quay*.. NOT central mall kkz.. haha, yiting took cab =O down cos she was late. & she told the taxi driver central mall, so it took her the wrong place =X the place looks kinda cheapo actually.. haha! but the cheapest fish&chips is $6.50! so not bad lah...
fish&chips!! *_* haha... a new inside joke amongst my clique in uni =pPp

well, the clique hardly meet up in sch term. so i realli treasure the catching up. was relunctant to meet at first, cos i've just spent too too much previous week. but thinking that i reali wanna meet up, i just went all the same.

haiz.. but y do u always have to shoot ppl with ur words?
i reali dun find a need to get a line, cos there isnt any serious need to sms/call wad... what's really wrong with using my dad's no all the time?? = ' (

OH! & i only found out that the RSP-HI main comm (my cca lah) were meeting at clarke quay also!! aiyah.. should have tried to meet them also.. haha.. maybe not bah.. they doing proper stuff.. not like me, small fry, small/no responsibility =X can play a fool... sigh...

感情是什么？

i heard 林宇中 interview on 933 few days ago.. something he said something about his 择偶条件： 她一定要独立，能够有自己的生活圈子，自己的朋友，因为我不能够常常在他的身边陪她。


如果不能常常在一起，如果还要各自生活，那要交往做什么呢？虽然我赞成别24/7地粘在一块儿，但是一段感情是要时常维持的，不是吗？


常常喜欢问朋友：“呃，有男朋友了吗？” ；-)
而我也会选择相信他们的答案。

因为我觉得
如果有了却隐瞒，那是幼稚。
如果没有却说有，那是幻想。

感情是什么？那么，包含在感情定义里的友情又算什么？
也许是我的对外的个性，会让人误会我。
我喜欢散播谣言但不会传达是非 i spread rumours but not gossips.
是，我是喜欢乱乱配对别人 =P 但真正该保密的，我是不会说出去的。
我甚至能够察觉有些是你不想说，我就不去问。
朋友M信任我，尽管我们当时只认识3-4个月？
朋友V也不会畏我，虽让我认为我为她保密的是其实也微不足道。
朋友L却喜欢钓人胃口，我虽然不很了解她，但依我的个性加上我对她的看法，我没多问，她却自己送上门，但是，她给的资料，等于没给过嘛！=-="
但是，可惜的是，朋友J， 在过了10个月，仍对一些事紧闭着嘴。
嗨。。。我可悲的不是我无法得到消息，而是原来我在你心目中的形象。
还有，更surprising 的是，仅仅真正才认识不到一个月的他，竟会向我透露心事。起初不知道如何帮他，后来才明白，原来他只是向找个倾诉的对象。
有些时候，朋友让你知道他的问题，并不是要你替他想办法，所以自己还是不要想太多。
sometimes people just already have the decision in their mind. they just want someone else to say it. as if to confirm it's e best choice available.

i have given my uni frens my blog address, but they doesnt seem interested about it. so nvm. i realised, there are things, i dun wish for them to know...

sometimes it's all about trust.
sometimes it's all about confidence.
sometimes it's all about how you present yourself to others??

Going Out Week

sat: bugis
after cca, was planning to go home de... but somehow got psycho-ed by farragoers to go bugis for dinner =D althou i was gg home for dinner, i decided to go with them, just for the company =) anw, only had dessert there & soon, those gg mayday concert left while e rest of us carry on shopping. yes... i was still gg home for dinner.. but i stayed til like 9pm?? den my mom called. hAhA!! kena scolded =/ but i 嗲-ed back =pPp so yep, ended my sat :)

mon: bugis, orchard
yesh. bugis again. but tt's cos i pei mommy go kkh so we changed to shuttle bus dere... oh, but i went orchard for job interviews (in a way) at RECRUITEXPRESS. actually i dun even like RE, but ay, reali despo for a job leh!!! anw, e stupid #11-02 made me waited for so so so long!!! ended up being reali reali late for #11-07's interview =X oh & i met this gal... from nygh/hcjc... tot she also yr1 doing bio sci or smth lydat *forgot. heh* , turned up she's already waiting to do her masters! =O

tue: ntu, ps
LANGUAGE PUZZLE!!! Last lesson, in fact.. & a guest lecturer came. she was damn funny... & when we asked if the topic is included in exam (cos there was no notes available & if we are tested, we needa copy e entire slideshow!!!), she said "well, nobody know i was coming for this last lecture & the test paper is already set...." & everyone juz s-l-a-c-k-e-d lah! hahaha... but her lect was interesting... about Singlish - my fav lang!! =D well, after seeing everyone went slack, she persuaded us to stay. well, giving her face + e interesting topic + nth much else to do le = stay back lor~
after tt, cos ended early went track jog 1st w/o waituck. and then went ps to meet farragoers for movie - POC =) anw details of this day is somewhere below =D

wed: bugis
again!! well, tt's cos i was arranged to have an interview with this pharmacy MCD at parkview square. was supposed to be interviewed at 1030am, ended up i was out of the building by 1020am =p reached too early!!! budden the place was POSH man!!! =S actually dun reali wanna work there. e atmosphere was so solemn! everyone serious in their work, so unlike StanChart... well, but then again, my dept became so noisy cos of me :P hee... but anw, till now no news, so i supposed there's no hope le?? =(
after tt, waited until 2+ for joyce to come & meet for lunch. we went parklane wanton mee again!! nice lah, but will get sick of it de?? haha... reali still cant link joyce with budget meals leh.. she reali look like tt sort who would spend spend spend de! haha.. oops!
hmm, we ended up going to bras brasah for her arty-farty stuff ( i din there's student discounts!!) & then mint museum (wah!! $10 to get in lor...) too ex for us to handle so in e end nv go in... & due to joyce's tiredness (she could just get back to her normal life the day before! after her bike accident), we ended up at MOS (MOS BURGER of cos ;-) ) & sat there to chat until it was time for her to meet her care group... & we did smth stupid @ bugis mrt station... wahaha.. well, it involved the free internet access & some tag.. wahaha.. but i shan't disclose much here =p

thur: sentosa, vivocity
sentosa! the place i was sick of during NJC. cos i've been there for orientation, yltc, kids' camp (trial & actual), Pre-U seminar... gosh! never had i been to sentosa so many times in 2 yrs!!! budden haven been back since. it's changed quite alot leh... thou nicer, i still like the old one better =) at lst got free monorail, thou slow one... =) anw was there for job interview! cool rite! work in sentosa...ticketing host... met my NJC senior there!! ching tze! well, apparently she went to NUS Chemistry for a year, decided she dun like it & is doing yr1 mass comm in NP now :) but i felt tt she din reali wanna talk to me, so i din either =/ oh, there was this hc gal also.. just graduaded ie 1 yr younger... but planning to go overseas.. wah... but i wonder on whose scholarship, company's / government's / daddy's ???
anw until also no news from e job... sigh...
shopped abit around vivo on my own. still dun like shoppin@vivo. wad's there to do???? =S but couldnt go home yet due to my unfinished sour plum drink. (i love e 酸梅水 @ e hawker centre!!)

sat: jec
meet up with farragoers again! 3 saturdays in a row!! =) *ok lah.. when we have cca tt time, we also meet every sat wad.. haha.. but this one diff leh.. cos it's outings!* anw went jec to ICE SKATE. my 1st attempt.
conclusion: if you have too much money you wanna waste, go ice skate!
haha.. seriously i tink it's an expensive 'sport'... but ok, end up knowing how to skate while holding someone's hand... who was it? ;) --> YANYI! =) haha.. both of us dunno how to skate lah.. but somehow with someone else by ur side, holding hands, at least we could go round w/o relying on e handrails =) HUGE achievement okay! but eileen was even better!! she was skating BY HERSELF lor.. in e middle... pro! i mean, e fact tt she juz learnt??
oops, i forgot to list down who went! David, Meiying, Yanyi, Wenqi & boyfriend Daniel (Clementi de!), Eileen, Shuhui, Yanting, & me! =) some HIs also joined us! kee soon. oh, & somemore joined us for dinner @ pizzahut --> guocheng, jeffery, rosalind & her friend ruth... ohoh, yiying came down aft work @ changi (T3 rehearsal!) & quanli (meiying's bf, also clementi de!) too..
oh this was planned as surprise gathering to celebrate yanting's bday *again* (we had cake just the previous sat =D) she tot she was meetin another group of frens.. *thanks to eileen for bluffin =p* but was shocked to see us.. haha.. is it centrehead's benefit to have bday celebrated twice? ;-)
but all in all, had a great time.
AND BIG NEWS. i had only known kee soon lives super near me last last sat when we met @ ecp outing... & then during dinner, he was talking to jeffery. he tapped me to tell me jeff lives near me. i tot where... then we started signing...
b-a-l-a-m r-o-a-d. =O
w-h-a-t b-l-k?!
3-1.
MY GOODNESS!! we lived SAME blk lah!! hahaha... he was under chinese course for 4 mths & i din noe =/ haha.. budden he's in lvl 1 while i teach lvl 3 wad.. budden even thou kee soon was in my class, i also din noe where he stays until our outing... haha...
so yup, even thou we went home pretty late from the west, this time i had many ppl on the mrt with me (the east ppl: rosalind, david, meiying, guocheng, shuhui (switched to NEL @ outram), kee soon, jeffery & me).. so nice!!! cos so many farragoers/ntu-ians are westerners lor.. e most can pei me till JE only (which was where we were)... so yup, dropped off @ aljunied with kee soon & jeff. jeff even walked me til my blk! HAHA. cos it's his blk too -_-" but he could only take e lift from the left side, me either, so i pei him took e left side one.. haha.. but i went out @ 4th floor lor~ he still needa go 16th.. oh! forgot to add. when i noe he stay same blk as me, i asked him e unit/floor. u noe wad he did?? he scratched his head & took out IC!!! wahaha.. we were joking tt he will take out IC next time ppl ask him his name!! =D hhahaha.. & he's moved for half yr le leh!! still dunno address =/

sun: escape
got tics tt time when i booked chalet for farrago. somehow nv use it... so asked my cousins (kaichian, yinjie, & xinyi & she brought her fren. bernie & jiayi din come thou =( ) out instead! 2nd time we went out as a whole gang, i tink... e last time we did was back in 2003. they wanted to watch movie, but i was working @ watsons! so end up they watch their movie @ bugis so at least we could lunch tgt & took neoprints!
call me mountain turtle. my 1st visit to escape =p somehow always no chance to go bah... & also, it's reali kinda ex, no?? $16.50/tix! man!! & it's so small with so few rides lor... & i heard from kaichian tt some rides are always down. like she's been there 2/3 times & e inverter (cadbury upside-down ride) is always off service! but she's lucky this time =) but i din dare to ride it. i hate rides tt make me giddy. i dun mind roller coaster but not anything spinning ride. even the superman (e yakult sponsored ride) made me quite sick... haha, nope, nv vomit lah.. i enjoy e wet ride most!! went up 6 times i tink... 3 times on my own =p haha... fun sia!! thou get super wet, esp if u dunno how to hide.. oh, go-kart is nice too!!! both single & double... e double needed an over-18 rider, & only me, kc & yj were. but yj werent playing, so we decided to drive xy & her fren sheena... but end up, xy & her fren got in one kart while me & kc another! haha!! e over-18 & under-18 teams!! apparently e person din trust sheena la (she's tall, but still.. only 14??) but she managed to get past.. i tink he doesnt care much lah.. then he came over & asked me (i was e driver) 'how old are you?'... i was elated!! haha.. i mean, i am already 20 lor.. & he dun trust me.. so i shld feel happy? =D haha...
all in all, quite fun lah.. but find things so ex there. only orange julius/BK to eat & e set meals are much more ex than outside lor!! #^%&^%^^^@#% & e games also ex... $2/game... lydat only wad.. nth special still so ex.. wah i sound so auntie! haha.. maybe im juz giam siap la~ =pPp

SO this week was super busy!! been running around... not rewarding in e job-seeking-sense, but rewarding in e social sense.. thou still have many ppl i wanna meet but haven meet.. soon k, ppl!!! =)

aiyo.. y everytime i go interview (job/scholarship 'last yr') i will meet hcjc ppl de leh?? fated with them isit?? haha...

原点

Q1. can anyone name me any one episode where there is absolutely no crying scene? none at all?
cos although i dun reali follow the show, everytime i watched, there will be 哭哭啼啼!! esp tt girl, dunno what her name is. dunno how to act, only know how to open her eyes big big, think that will attract the males watching the show bah... =S

Q2. Can anyone name me anyone who can seriously act?
to me, felicia chin is ok only. not reali a v gd actress. yet. but apparently mediacorps is having high hopes on her, placing high bets on her?? but anw, in my opinion, i think only zhang wei (the CEO of Hua Kang i think) can act, reali well. haha..

so in summary,
who are the singaporeans? felicia chin & zhang wei are the only ones i recognised.
who are the good actors/actresses? i only feel that zhang wei fit the answer.
so in conclusion: in the whole show, there's only one good singaporean actor.

so i think i shall just stick to 原点 (the song sung by Stef Sun & Tanya) bah.. haha!

hmm, talk a little abt results bah... linked to 原点 also.. haha! the theme of this entry! =D
didnt noe results out 8th June means 12AM MIDNIGHT. my goodness! farhan msn the very first minute past midnight. he damn fast lah.. alr checked.. asked me to asap also.. but i was reali scared. reali reali scared.
my FE1008 Computing! the paper which after the exams everyone around me says do-able & i couldnt do it & when i compared ans, it was all different! so after my analysis, i reali think i would ta pao. sad 过以后, i even set out a plan to achieve an A so that my overall grade wun be that bad.
so i was reali reluctant to open the window. haha... but after some pyscho-ing by many frens, i did lah.
YEAH!!!! I GOT B+ FOR FE1008!!! NO NEED TA PAO LE!!!!! YAY!!!!!
my gosh!!! B+ u noe!!! wah liaoz... i was telling myself if i get a B- & i would be jumping for joy, & i got B+!!! & tt's e best grade i heard so far (aside uncle's A & fizh's "cfm" A/A+ bah) omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg. i reali cant believe.
but e rest of the modules are rather disappointing le. my maths & phy especially. but i wasnt feeling well for phy papers, so i tink tt grade, thou not truly reflective of my ability, was e best i could offer that day with my condition. but maths! A+ -> B+! =( damn saddening lah!! yea, yea, i noe i noe. B+ is a decent grade. but pls consider my position. the drop in the grade is juz too much for me to handle.. haiz... feel like appealing... but mei says it wun change e grade??
but all in all, grades-wise, not satisfying. but my gpa maintained! 回到原点。。 in fact, improved by 0.05! haha... perhaps cos i su-ed mgmt & spanish? (both s la =] )
haiz... happiness mixed with sadness doesnt balance out...

bus home - 65 (from harbourfront to tampines direction)

wah liaoz.. wad's with 65 (from harbourfront to tampines) route ah?? TWICE this week (mon where i board at orchard) & (juz now where i board at harbourfront), i had to have weird ppl sitting next to me! *pui*

mon
this super duper fat lady in pink shirt & green shorts boarded the bus, carrying a macdonald's cup in her hand. she looked kinda weird, u noe, tt kind abit short circuit. damn suay. she chose to sit next to me. ='S BUT luckily within a few stops, she spotted an empty bench & changed her seat! yay! no need sit with weirdo le...

thur
this disgusting ah-pek! wah liaoz..i was slping lah! den he juz "plop" down on e seat nxt to me AND STARTED TURNING BOTH AIRCONS TO HIMSELF. wth!!! i mean, normally if u r sharing bench with some1 else, u would only turned one, yea?? he turned BOTH. sucker!! haha.. sorry.. cos i tink he's damn rude. & i was already pissed with the malay boy boy in front of me. anyhow threw the empty box on e floor after he finished wad was inside. when i woke up to see what he was doing, he still stared at me lorz.. he looked abit siao oso, so i dun dare offend him =X & he had dis huge plastic bag, placed on e floor, but irritating my feet. & he used his dirty hand dig dunno where & wipe his face... ee... basically he looked v dirty also. i was so sad i wanted to cry lor! this time abit more suay. had to tahan more than juz a few stops b4 he found an empty bench. hooray!! no more torture.. else i tink i would reali change seat. if not go downstairs & stand! haha.. so i ended up e rest of the journey with e aircons turned back to myself & managed to get e boy's mother picked up the box. cos b4 tt, whenever i kicked e box back to e front where the boy is, he will kick it back! gu na jya la!~ so i decided i muz get e mommy clean up after her son. she was quite oblivious to his misbehaviour obviously. such mother!

normally, if it's norm ppl & i sit nxt to them, i wun change seat cos i feel tt if e seat's ok, den y bother.. but when i sit next to a weirdo, usually e case is tt i sit on e inner side first & i dun reali get a choice to change seat, else super obvious??, i will pray reali reali hard tt he/she wanna change place.

strange enough, usually this kinda weirdos wanna sit e bench all by themselves de. actually so do i lah. but this kinda ppl JUMP immediately to the empty bench the first moment it's emptied. mAn! fast sia~~ but good for me~ =p so i hate it when 'normal' ppl fight with them & i ended up with e same 'partner'.. yucks!

bus. sch. gym. POC. tiring.

1.5hr of bus ride + 3 hr of lesson (actually we were let off an hr earlier =p) + 2.4 km of jogging + 1 hr of gym + 3 hr of boring movie = one tiring day!!

haha.. im a giam siap po (ie stingy lady) mah.. so take bus from home to boon lay (read: 5 stops from Eunos Interchange to Boon Lay Interchange). actually not tt hard to endure lah.. 习惯就好。plus i wanna earn more TDs & BDs! (sbstransit promo) after tt met baa & uncle for bcm @ nie! dere aft attended our last lesson for this special sem! had a guest-lecturer cos the lecturer has gone back HK alr -_-" ookkiiiee... but her lecture (thou NIS) was enjoyable!! singlish! =p
oh, haven update.. am taking Language Puzzle: The Study of Human Language =] but not as interesting as what i thought it would be. i think i was expecting more like comparision between the modern languages, but what we're doing is more of evolution of language - history! =S

after that, since i ended earlier, decided to jog 1st b4 waituck join me for gym. (he end astro @ 430pm). but he came, he also wanted to jog, so i go gym myself 1st.. so many guys training =X eee.. i dun like muscles-men...

rushed off to plaza sing after bathing. Wasnt supposed to watch POC with farrago (Xuefen, Cheryl, Yenteng, Eileen, Alice, David, Yew Meng, Shuhui) de.. but Shuhui got sick last minute & david alr booked tix.. so gotta find replacement. when i reached ps, the rest already finished their dinner @ thai express. left ps for cathay when e movie was abt to start in 5min. wah! super rushed la!! cheryl was so gan cheong, kept running.. while e 2 guys were still strolling -_-" e slowest were e guys!! haha... & when i complained tt "isit shuhui noe we had to go thru such ordeal to get to watch e movie so wanna find replacement" & "i was so tired", david popped out yet another astonishing statement: 我背你啦.. wahaha! he always say -_-" things de leh... anw i told him i dun wanna make him a pancake =p
well, didnt enjoy e movie. But had a great time with farrago!! =)

watch POC1 on channel 5 twice. but never watch POC2. so was reluctant to go at first. in fact, i didnt say yes to xf!.. but ah, shuhui couldnt find ppl to replace her tix leh.. & she said she would pay! =D *althou i paid in e end =S*

if u asked my opinion, i think POC3 is lousy. haha. no, i didnt fall asleep. alice did! =D
but i feel that the show had no artistic value. no storyline value. no nothing!

artistic value -wise, i couldnt make up the fighting scenes at all!! all so messy! wah liaoz.. doesnt mean pirates fight muz fight until we cannot see who's fighting who rite? & e water/river scene, e one supposed to be Singapore?? so fake lah! obvious it was built. cos i dun tink they did their research well nor put in efforts to think what would make e setting look real. In real circumstances, i supposed such a village will have a beautiful sky & scenery?? but all we could see in the movie was pitch-dark blackness. -_-" tt's more like e night sky in s'pore now. thou u muz stand reali reali high & look up, so tt u wun be disturbed by the towers' lightings =p
storyline - wise, i feel that it was all messy & mixed. but i dunno wad happened in POC2 la, so i dunno if my comment is accurate. But wad is sao feng (shldnt the hanyupinyin & hence pronunciation & "English name" be SIAO feng instead?? "sao" saos [read: sounds] sao [read: so] bad..) doing in the show?? his role like 可有可无 leh...

oh, the ending was quite wu liao also. althou only half e cinema remained (i think some juz dun haf enough frens to tell them to stay for the ending after the credits =p), i think we all felt cheated in staying back bah... i mean, it's reali kinda meaningless... unless they wanna emphasise on the "true love" value?? hmm, but still, tt scene was redundant in my opinion.
AND my goodness. ONE shot & they got it meh?? so easily have a son... haha... bluff kiddies only bah! =p

oh no...

i dunno if im being pessi anot... i feel tension in my upper jaw & i thought one part of the gum is sunk in... & i did get blood when i was brushing the other day...
my fren's wound juz got some problem the other day, despite e operation being one year ago... but i tink *&hope* she's fine after a minor op to fix it...
im reali scared my case's the same as her.
worst, im reali scared that my jaw's gonna fall... =(

HI elections!

i used to vie for leadership position. as in, i reali reali wanna be in the limelight.. but i think after being in student council in nj, im tired. my goodness. it was only a year's term!!! & im tired =O maybe 我老了？hahaz...
anw this time round, i didnt run for the election, or rather i wasnt nominated.. *sobz*sobz*.. jk lah.. i didnt give my best doing HI S'pore (our Farrago event, Signation - sign lang workshop)... didnt even take up roles like chair, vice or anything major... juz a small minor programme =p even in prog, i was a slacker more... haiz... too too tired le...

oops! off topic!

first the list of nominees bah...
Coordinator: Xue Fen (farrago), Zhi Cheng (clementi), Kelvin & Cheryl opted out
Farrago Centreheads: Shuhui, Yen Teng, Alice
Kallang Centreheads: Cheng Hui, Leonard, Shu Yun, Linda (was what i heard... but she didnt even go for the election? so maybe she opt out??)
Clementi Centreheads: Zhi Cheng (cos he didnt get e coord.. haha..), Kok Ping, Kek Yee
anw, kek ended up as the IT coord (dun reali noe the actual title).. think it's based on the highest votes out of those who didnt get elected bah.... the seniors nv say, but tt's wad i guess =p

but anw, had a HARD time trying to submit my vote for coord & ch (we can only vote for our own centreheads)... cos speech-wise, i think zc did reali well, hmm, yah, in my opinion, better than xf. But noe-ing xf & seeing her work as chairperson for Signation, i noe she can reali do work de. She also took initiative to compile a contact list & celebrate our bdays! =D vv 用心 lor...
as for chs, i tink ALL of them are good. seriously. any 2 out of the 3 will make a great pair as chs. so the HARD choice was to 'kick out' who... but luckily one specific Q&A helped me made the decision =)
but sigh... it's cos we all noe their characters, strengths & weaknesses from working for Signation le, so hardly any Qs to ask wad... so e mood was set such tt it was vv relaxed. poor david. 就为了一道比较不切题的问题，就被senior讲，不，我应该用谴责... i think what he was trying to do was to lighten the mood lorz.. & maybe it's reali through wu-liao qns we can make our decisions who to vote for??
anw, haha, end up the whole gang of farrago now abit buay song with tt senior le.. haha.. cos we all feel that david did nth wrong lor... 难得他越来越有“人气”(read: "being alive" element) & participate with us & e senior juz condemn his action.. wah liaoz...

all in all, i suppose the election ended well bah =) reali happy for those elected!! congrats...
juz a tinge of dissatisfaction.. no one gave out-of-the-box answes =X everyone gave the standard answer... except maybe my challenging 'woooo' qn for the coord...
maybe experiencing council has made me had different expectations when it comes to election bah... hee...

pre-election note: man. i think the nomination voting doesnt count as much as seniors' participation lor.. somehow i feel, 他们会进的meh?? =S 一个应该是有人气但似乎没本事，一个可能算有本事但恐怕没人气。。。