wad a way to "celebrate"

i tot it was a buffet. end up the organiser was "too full" for a buffet.
i tot it was a mse dinner. end up only "selected" ppl were notified/invited.

kns. feel so cheated.
tot it was meant for a big gang. apparently alot of ppl werent "invited". there were ppl whom we were all shou with (i tink ym will join us de lor) & there were ppl whom we agreed upon to meet up after exams (she claimed they had smth on alr...). i believed her initially. after tinking, it felt strange. she didnt reply me directly rgding me asking "eh ym nv reply u ah?" & we alr had a date with the gals... then it drawn upon me. it was pretty obvious the other table (of which everyone had buffet. 好赏脸哦~) were ppl who had helped her. & she also wasnt paying much attention to us throughout the whole dinner despite sitting with us... [she should just moved over la... actually she did suggest. but who on tt table will move over to join us, when their intention of coming was so that can mingle with her???] maybe i think too much. but it's this thinking that made me see alot of things clearer...
but i alr learnt how to overcome things about her le. so i ignored the stuff i wanna ignore (ie things tt upset me) & focus tt im enjoying my meal with
vanessa - yeah! my buffet buddy. yah. only 2 of us at our table ate buffet.
linda - even thou cant eat seafood (so bo hua to eat buffet) but still join us
meiju - impromptu invitation & she accepted!
=)

tot it was supposed to mean an interactive session also. but apparently the only person who knows everyone on the 2 different tables didnt know enough to take initiative to introduce each of us to all of us. so ended up "我认识的我就认识，我不认识的我还是不认识"

真后悔！早知道我自己联络。我真笨！还相信她！以后不会了！
made up my mind over something.
things will change from next sem on.
im so sick of being taken advantage of. 2 yrs of that last time was enough. another 2 yrs now has reached over my limits.