Thursday, September 29, 2005

wad's ur ans? =)

hAhAz... listening to 933 now... pf's "尼克斯的城堡". Today got psychological tests! yAy! i like all these kinda tests leh... kinda fun... thou cant take it too seriously lah~ =p

Q: If it is the last day of the world and you can only save one type of animals. Which one would it be?
兔 Rabbit
羊 Goat
鹿 Deer
马 Horse ?

=> to test what kind of people is most attractive/appealing to you?
兔 Rabbit:有性格分裂的人 People with split peronalities
羊 Goat: 顺从, 忠厚老实的人 Mild, honest people
鹿 Deer: 有礼貌的人 Polite people
马 Horse: 爱自由的人 People who love to be free

i chose goat! (:

Q: If you are alone on the island, choose one animal to accompany you.
Human
Pig
Female cow
Birds ?

=> to test if you will have extra-marital affairs.
Human: care abt society & 道德规范. so..... NO!
Pig: cant resist temptation & 淫欲. so..... YES YES!!
Female cow: Will 默认/admit that relationship got problems. But will try to resolve.
Birds: Not firm. Not suitable to get married. Dun wanna get committed.

i chose birds! =s

Sunday, September 25, 2005

《Guardian Angel》

是否记得 守护天使的游戏
从我抽到你的卡片起
不再是一个人的回忆

或许未来有快乐 也有艰辛
我会把你紧抱在怀里
永远不让你为爱哭泣

如果天空只剩最后 一颗闪烁的星
我会让它 为你照亮孤寂
让幸福为你指引

总有一天你会看到 Guardian Angel 降临
那是我的心 一直在守护着你
爱是我们唯一的约定 (天使他一定能够感应)

by: Hong Junyang

tt's wad i tink the lyrics are... i LOVE this song!!!! =)

Saturday, September 24, 2005

IQ

Your IQ Is 105
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Average
A Quick and Dirty IQ Test




Like not very accurate leh...

my logical thinking is quite good one lor! thou my verbal & gk should be quite lan one =p

yAy!

yAy! 1. I've finally got the belated bday present from my mommy, daddy & masters!!! =) glad they still remember... hee... [unlike some other group] WILL!! Pan Wei Bo! So guai... always cut album around my bday... specially for me?? *_*

yAy! 2. I've finally got a tagboard! c-box to be exact. hAhAz... so hopefully it will soon be rolling... hmm... thou i doubt so. dun think that many people visit my blog anyway... hAhAz... let's see how stagnant it will be den!

yAy! 3. I've finally added a link to my blog of songs!! =) whee!!

Well, yAy! 1 may seem insignificant to some. But what they dunno is, how happy i truly am when i was with them. Still very glad that they were willing to wait for me to finish chem s @ 5, & reached at 10min to 6, even thou they were bored to death. haha... special thanks to beni too! Thanks for willing to pei me go heeren, even thou i had nothing i wanna buy, but just wanna walk walk... [hello, i juz went there to eat mac for dinner den expect me to go home liao?? =< ] but in e end, it was her who got a new skirt & a new belt... wahaha. ay... tt's the good thing of being rich???

yAy! 2 & 3 may again seem insignificant to some. But for a major IT-I-D-I-O-T like me, it is some achievement im proud of. (:



Check this out! (i wanna buy i-weekly!!!)
http://ch.mediacorp.com.sg/i-weekly/superlove_409.php I DUN LIKE HP!!! (>.<)

Friday, September 23, 2005

frens... or not?

haven visited for a while. but there were only two new entries. guess i didnt miss out much. but then, so wad? the feeling's no more. hmm... the more you know, the less you feel...
that 135. that brown shirt. brought back all those memory --- memory that should be left back to where it had lost to.

wat are frens? who are frens? how deep can friendship get? isit dependent on the duration? or rather, the time, luck & place where it got started?

There are those friends who cant even afford to wait for you for 5mins; there are those who dont mind waiting for you for one hour.
There are those friends who only call upon you when their regular going-out friends are not available for whatever reason; there are those who place you in their first priority and will never forget you when it's time to go out and enjoy.
There are those friends who talk about stuff you have no idea; there are those who include you in their conversation.
There are those friends whom you have to constantly find new topics to talk about; there are those whom you are comfortable with, even if they are not talking to you.

Maybe blood is indeed thicker than water. I really enjoyed myself when im with my mommy, daddy & masters! [obviously not their real roles in real life =p]
I love it when im with this group.

I dun like it when im with that group.
So many times, they always talk about all those people. i dunno them. full stop. they never bother to explain. full stop.
hai, nvm.


I really hate it when she do that. Im not a substitute. Im mad about myself for not being able to stay firm. But, im just that kind of friend. I am really willing to sacrifise for my friends. I really want myself to stop doing that to her, but i cant. I want to stop being kind because i feel used. But i cant do that to my friends. Now, i dunno if i should. i dun wan to be a substitute. i dun wanna make one less friend. =<

I really appreciate what he does. Maybe it's a small thing. But it touch my heart. Like i always believe, small things touch me the most. So nice to have friends around who care, who make you the centre of the topic when you really needed some care&concern.



prelims over. no hope liao. sigh. cant blame it on anyone else but me though. darn. where has my good attitude gone? really wanna blame myself. dun wanna blame myself. haiz.
when you are used to doing well, you are not satisfied with just doing average. maybe i shouldnt be so bhb, ambitious. maybe i should just learn to be contented. maybe...
i dunno?

Thursday, September 08, 2005

.people.

i guess you can only truly know a person by interacting with him/her.
To be honest, i am quite shocked that is the real person.
But i was impressed. haha... maybe shall aspire towards that goal too...
but then again, on second thought, are human that hard to understand?
Y bother to hide your true self?
Reminds me of the recent show hosted by Belinda, one episode feature this person in the play/theatre industry, she said "男人常常脱不下面具,女人常常带多余的面具”

anw, there seems to be some spammings on my blog! =(
1st by some byron446douglas on the entry of "to count down or not to count down?? "
Then now some Anonymous. Wad de lah. If u dare to spam, then at least dare to put ur name lor! *pissed*
AND MY BLOG IS NOT FOR YOU TO ADVERTISE THOSE USELESS/DISGUSTING STUFF!!




Why cant you sense my effort to work, understand my intention to help, feel my desire to bond??
Must you make my day lousy right from the start??

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

*pukes*pukes*

yucks. dun like 933 deejay pf.
dun like the things she say...

"jolin very beautiful. eyes big big, hair nice nice"
pui. but her image is all dolled-up what. okay, i admit she put in a hell lot effort making up & keeping the slim (flimsy?) figure. Still, means it's all not natural.

"Junyang & Huiping very jue pei"
pui.pui. i DUN LIKE jy with hp. think the gal very fake. ToOOooooo girly to be real. Act fragile only bah! Then must openly say she broke up with her bf. wth lah. dunlikeher. def will lead jy astray one...

Why cant you

see what i want to show?

look beyond that closed door?

Ay, forget it.

*no content to continue, to begin with*

all i ever wanted

was for you to be more supportive.



*content deleted*

is this what i want?

all i wanted was (and still is) something simple



*content deleted*

Sunday, September 04, 2005

PSC Seminar 2005 @ SUNTEC

Kinda regretted going there alone. :/
Thought i know quite a lot of people. Apparently, luck wasnt on my side. Didnt get to meet people whom i could stick around. Until last part. Thanks to bear2 for pei-ing me attend the talk by MOE! (: hey, but u were interested too wad... so no loss for u! heh...

But was pissed off at some people.
Oh please. When someone say HI, can you guys respond?? Do you guys know how awkward i felt??!? wth lah. heartless souls. To think we are in the same cca. one of them, same house somemore.

Then you have to come along. When i was talking to someone else. Good lah. Broke me away. Then when i tag along, you took me as invisible. Guess i reali was, eh? Sneezed into me somemore. *damn pissed* basically, if you were planning to ignore me, cant you just politely reject my intention of following you all? As if i want. I dun want to be recognised as a friend of someone with an unique fashion sense. er. no comment on the attire. maybe puke-ish?

oh wells. forget about the irritating stuff.
met this real nice guy. Some PSC scholar in University of London, UK. ("yea, just got bombed.")
He happened to notice i looked kinda blur (a face with questions?) and came to talk to me. Didnt read his name off the tag, only the uni. haiz... but he was T-A-L-L. real nice guy! Talked to me about the MAP & his interview experience & his life overseas, about his missing-home & email-ing his mom everyday ("of cos, it's just a few lines").
He being so approachable & friendly reminds me of open day usher & of cos, life as councillor. How i tried to approach blur-looking wanderers & make them feel comfortable in nj & consider nj a choice! Somehow, im really this kinda person. I remembered that time when CLDDS had the international xiang sheng competition, i brought this gal from jss volunteeringly around nj & even sent her all the way out cos the side gate wasnt opened. (:

hahah, back to that guy. When i met bear2 just slightly before the MOE talk, he wanted to enquire about some stuff. I had wanted him to ask that guy. Haha. But he was involved in this other conversation. Then actually he went off again, hoping to approach this blur-looking guy (just like what he did to me!) but he ignored him. oh so poor thing. kena rejected. hAhAz. Then bear2 was like "wah, u interested in him ar?" -_-"" he is NICE wad. >,<
but well, bear2 got his Qns answered by this realli nice lady who even went around checking things for him.
PSC ppl are so nice! hAhAz.

Nihon de benkyo-shitai!
Argh! i wanna study in japan! after listening to whee jim talking abt his life in japan. sigh. so now back to square one. nus or japan?
university of london sounds nice too. Can have that guy as senior.
haha. like real. Dun wanna go uk. missed the application anw.