PSC Seminar 2005 @ SUNTEC

Kinda regretted going there alone. :/
Thought i know quite a lot of people. Apparently, luck wasnt on my side. Didnt get to meet people whom i could stick around. Until last part. Thanks to bear2 for pei-ing me attend the talk by MOE! (: hey, but u were interested too wad... so no loss for u! heh...

But was pissed off at some people.
Oh please. When someone say HI, can you guys respond?? Do you guys know how awkward i felt??!? wth lah. heartless souls. To think we are in the same cca. one of them, same house somemore.

Then you have to come along. When i was talking to someone else. Good lah. Broke me away. Then when i tag along, you took me as invisible. Guess i reali was, eh? Sneezed into me somemore. *damn pissed* basically, if you were planning to ignore me, cant you just politely reject my intention of following you all? As if i want. I dun want to be recognised as a friend of someone with an unique fashion sense. er. no comment on the attire. maybe puke-ish?

oh wells. forget about the irritating stuff.
met this real nice guy. Some PSC scholar in University of London, UK. ("yea, just got bombed.")
He happened to notice i looked kinda blur (a face with questions?) and came to talk to me. Didnt read his name off the tag, only the uni. haiz... but he was T-A-L-L. real nice guy! Talked to me about the MAP & his interview experience & his life overseas, about his missing-home & email-ing his mom everyday ("of cos, it's just a few lines").
He being so approachable & friendly reminds me of open day usher & of cos, life as councillor. How i tried to approach blur-looking wanderers & make them feel comfortable in nj & consider nj a choice! Somehow, im really this kinda person. I remembered that time when CLDDS had the international xiang sheng competition, i brought this gal from jss volunteeringly around nj & even sent her all the way out cos the side gate wasnt opened. (:

hahah, back to that guy. When i met bear2 just slightly before the MOE talk, he wanted to enquire about some stuff. I had wanted him to ask that guy. Haha. But he was involved in this other conversation. Then actually he went off again, hoping to approach this blur-looking guy (just like what he did to me!) but he ignored him. oh so poor thing. kena rejected. hAhAz. Then bear2 was like "wah, u interested in him ar?" -_-"" he is NICE wad. >,<
but well, bear2 got his Qns answered by this realli nice lady who even went around checking things for him.
PSC ppl are so nice! hAhAz.

Nihon de benkyo-shitai!
Argh! i wanna study in japan! after listening to whee jim talking abt his life in japan. sigh. so now back to square one. nus or japan?
university of london sounds nice too. Can have that guy as senior.
haha. like real. Dun wanna go uk. missed the application anw.