:[ =S ='(

i suddenly feel really scared... got back quiz results.. not good at all. both are on the average line, the other two dunno results de... haiz... not doing well at all... need to change my attitude soon!!!

but how? when i don't seem to get supports that i want.. this sem i feel so alone. not in terms of friendship. i suppose we are still friends. but i feel the competition between us in the academic field is getting more tense... everyone is studying! & studying alone... even when im found to be lost, or missed anything, i doubt i received any direct help/update from them. sigh.

guess i have to rely on myself le. or else... =X
maybe i kinda made the wrong decision??
NO! fishystar shall fight til the end!!!
& im sure to find help from others, others i dont even consider close friends, & yet so much more willing to care & share.....