more thoughts from blogs

i've got a new habit! blog-surfing.. hAhAz... now it has become one of the "must-dos" when i come online. i frequent my friends' blogs, occasionally linking elsewhere to others (whom i think i know). it's quite fun sometimes & interesting most of the time. me, having only a plain, simple blog AND being an IT-idiot, am very facsinated by the eye-catching & unique layouts.

but blog-reading is also very enriching. i get to know a lot more people's thoughts when i do read their blogs. sometimes, their entry might just be updates. but there are couples of times when i see their inner thoughts, the thoughts not easily expressed, yet difficult to handle.

suddenly i feel a lot more mature. i see that other people also have their obstacles in life too. for some, they didnt let the obstruction bring them down. instead, they tore the obstacles down. but sometimes, they feel lost too. like no one cares. no one's there. i guess it's just human. individuals, therefore individualistic. you're real LUCKY if you are able to find someone by your side all the time. enduring through all the hardships with you, celebrating all the victories together. no matter what, you are together. how nice it would be. and im not just talking about bgr, close friends do that too. how sweet it would be to have some (or just even one) friends understanding your sentiments. how secure it would be...

it's great to have everyone as your friends, but it's even more wonderful if you can find close friends, even if you could only find one such person... life would be so much less a torture this way.