hAppY bdAy tO mEe

nice to noe tt some ppl rmb. thou only one 12midnight, but there was 10pm (yes, 2hr early), 1.30am & 1.52am ones. During the day, there were some too. Thanks to you all!! Was really shocked that some ppl remembered after all! Then i found out that i had wee chiew as promoter, telling ppl to wish me hAppY bdAy. hAhAz. Special thanks to chewy!

But somehow, the sms-es got lesser this year. I wonder why.
Then there are those i had thought they would rmb. Apparently they didnt.
Im really disappointed in them. What's with all those efforts i've put in for their bdays? Im not asking for a one-for-one offer here, but do they realise how much they've hurt me by forgetting mine? And i still had to put up a false front in front of them. Okay, two remembered somehow. But did they make an effort to communicate with the rest??
Im tired of being in charge when it's not at all my responsibility to start with.
I wasnt the one who initiated this, was i?? Where's that person now?? Away in some renowned school, avoiding our outings whenever possible.
Im tired of giving and giving and giving. Im drained. Already. Totally.
I feel like breaking away from them.