do i wanna go public??

thought going public was what i wanted.
Or at least when my initial intention of having a blog was to have somewhere to store my songs. Was hoping for comments, regardless positive or negative. (thou i think so far only got -ve ones =( )

Then i started ranting in here. Upon seeing the lack of comments. I supposed no one bother coming. So i started complaining. (revealing e other side of me??)

Soon, the links expanded. Not that i dun like ppl linking me in their blogs. I truly appreciate it. but it's just that with the awareness that a lot more ppl found my blog (thru links or wadeva means), i realised that there are thought i have on my mind for blog, yet when i sit down in front of this square thingy, loading upon this uninteresting layout, i dunno how to type already. Nothing come into my mind.

Recently, few ppl came up to me and said they've found my blog. And i also realised that many more ppl actually have linked my blog from theirs. Hmm... it makes me wonder if i shld go on ranting. I might offend ppl while trying to show how they offended me [hmm, oxymoronic??] (thou seriously, if im d*mn pissed off, would i care??!) But on a second & more mature thought, i dun wanna do/post things i would regret. (unlike wad a friend recently did. thou he said that he dun regret wadeva he do. -fine-)

okiez... guess i've made another entry. Hopefully it gonna be saved safely. There seems to be smth wrong with blogspot. ever since i started trying to log in.
Oh well, if i hafta vent anger next time, maybe i'll need more inspirations for short stories like balloon [prev entry] in view of nbot wanting to offend ppl.